Last night, the guy I used to talk to—that I’m now strangely good friends with—introduced me to the girl he’s currently talking to and she is beautiful. He’s lucky. I don’t know how he finds such gorgeous women. [Sure he’s attractive, but in comparison to her? I think she can do better. Sh*t, I could’ve, too…but that’s because my true attraction lies in the chocolate men. He was more of a caramel/burnt butter complexion.] I can’t even be jealous. Not that I’d ever be, but if he went from me to someone not up to par, it would’ve made me judge him…harshly. But this girl he’s talking to now, her beauty is rare. Like that Tumblr rare. One picture of her would have every man here on his hands and knees. But she doesn’t have an overconfident aura about her. She’s very chill.

I told him that I hope they work out. And in the case that they do, I’d have to fall back to the point where we’re just friends when we need each other. That’s the right thing to do…right? I feel like out of respect for a woman and her relationship, if I’ve had relations with her current man, I shouldn’t be hanging around him all the time… even if the attraction isn’t there anymore. Or is that just my crazy logic? I don’t know. 

I felt like making Tumblr my diary for a moment.